i am a very stressed out man...
it all started back in april 22nd where my girl gave birth to a 3 pound 4 oz little boy. despite the zise, little Eli seemed like a healthy baby, premature but healthy none the less...
about 3 fridays a go, we had to call 911 because Eli chocked on milk and my girl(jenny) basically saved his life before the ambulance showed up, he stopped breathing for what seemed like an eternity , they checked him and said we did the right thing to save his life yadayadayada...
they also said that he was fine, just chocked on milk, so we figured ok is just a freak accident, and went on forward.
a week later he does it again, jenny sucks the milk out of his nose and mouth, and we kinda getting used to the chocking and how to deal with it...
well wednesday night when it was storming out, he did it 3 times that night, thank god that we kinda dont panick any more like the 1st time, and we where able to save him again..
he always had this little cough that we didnt think nothing of...but when we took him to the doc yesterday,
she told me he has whooping cough, and it has just begone, that this is going to last for a little while, which means more sleepless night for us cus we constantly monitor him....
i say this here cus i want you to have him in your prayers, hes just a baby, i cant fathom him being gone, i still have nightmares and i cant even get his face from the first time out of my head....
thanks
alex